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ejh23

Feeling depressed, 3.14, by myself

i have lately been feeling depressed. all i do now is spend time on the computer. i am supposed to be doing homework, but i have been doing it on the bus in the morning. i feel lazy. i wish i would change. i am absolutely atrocious to my dear sister and i am convinced i have scarred her for life with my verbal abuse. i am pretty sure that she is convinced that she is stupid, bad at everything, and imcompetent. i wish i never told her my IQ. i hacked her facebook and she caught me. i feel so dissapointed in myself. so does my family. my sister brings up grudges from things i did when i was literally two years old. i dont do that to her. in fact, i never actually start the fights. i just escalate them. i feel really really bad about it. but i always forget how bad i feel when i get into an argument with her. im a stupid, awful, ugly person. i had a very lengthy discussion with my parents and i have actually hit my breaking point. i dont feel like doing anything but being on my laptop. even when i have a long to-do list. thats why im on now. i should be writing this in my diary. i feel this awful, gut-wrenching feeling. i also cry when i mention this to anyone. im under a lot of stress- my class selections are due tommorow, and i dont have the slightest idea what im taking. my grandfather is in the hospital and if they did his necessary surgery he would have a heart attack and die. im waiting and praying for him to come out of the hospital. but my mom wont take me to visit him. also my two best friends are fighting, and this girl keeps saying all of these nasty things to me. she says that im really pale, i have frizzy hair, dark circles, bony wrists, a funny neck, a shiny nose, and that i should get acne wash. i do actually have acne wash, in fact, i'm on 2 different perscription medications for it. so i wish she would shut the hell up. shes such a bitch. and im in charge of making posters for student council because the girl who beat me in the presidential election hasnt actually shown up to any meetings, so she has no idea. she actually cheated in the election and no one ever did anything. i literally spent 20 hours working on my campaign. i made 36 posters by hand and my friends made 12. they were ALL unique. she put pictures of herself in a bathing suit in the boys locker room. and yet she won, but i have to do all the work without the title OR credit. it SUCKS. also i was late for science because my locker wouldnt open so the teacher locked me out of the classroom and said i have detention. it really scared me. i explained what happened and he let it go. i was relieved but im still on guard. i just wish that i could sleep forever. goodbye. if you're reading this, please talk to me.

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3 weeks ago


lemon

Feeling happy, 9.04, by myself

nothing

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6 months ago


cahhfleck

Feeling depressed, 2.00, by myself

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7 months ago


carynn

Feeling yuck, 1.00, by myself

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1 year ago


vanilla

Feeling happy, 9.75, by myself

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1 year ago


tappokone

Feeling sad, 6.00, by myself

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2 years ago

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