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How babydinosaur has been feeling (November 2009)

Feeling bad, 2.92, by people

i've got no friends @ jkl. well, no friends to hang out with at weekends or afternoons or party with or talk to face to face. he has. last friday i was coming home from a party a friend of my brother threw. i felt pretty lonely there, so i decided to go home when i was offered a ride there. i called him to ask if we could meet at the bar, and he said that he wasn't sure if he was going with his new found friends, and told me to go to sleep. next morning he told me he had came back home at 5:30 a.m. i absolutely understand that he wants and needs to spend time with friends and without me, but if some random newly met girls can hang out with him and he's friends, why can't i? i asked him and he told me that if i would be with him, he wouldn't have chance to be with his friends. i don't get it, i'd love to spend time as a couple and meet new people. now that i don't have friends, sharing his or giving a chance to meet new people by taking me with him wold be very welcome. AND when i called him it wasn't just him i would have wanted to meet. i just needed people around me, and he was the only one i could call. i'm pretty sure he hasn't got an idea what i'm thinking, and i know i should talk to him. somehow i just feel so stupid and bad and everything and i don't really wanna ruin his fun by being such a crybaby.

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3 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling bad, 3.09, by people

wish i had friends of my own

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3 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling cranky, 5.02, by life

got wasted yesterday. there's no food in the cupboard and the market wont be opened before 12 a. m. and i'm a bit dissapointed. again.

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3 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling good, 9.04, by life

after crying too much for to bad reasons, life is good again.

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3 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling good, 10.00, by sami

i'd been cranky all day, but when we accidentally met i realized how stupid i'd been. sharing everyday life is purrrrfect ♥ i so love him.

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4 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling cranky, 4.97, by sami

it's me who is being stupid. probably he has no idea having said things that make me feel bad and unsure about myself.

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4 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling unsure, 5.90, by me

i've created a selfconciousnes problem out of the blue

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4 months ago

babydinosaur

Feeling good, 7.92, by home

i got my furniture yesterday ♥ i have been celebrating halloween by watching stupid t shows and eating popcorn all by myself, waiting for my parents to come with all my stuff, carrying boxes down from the 3rd floor up to the 3rd floor and going to bed wtih my favourite person at 9 p.m. and waking up 11 p.m. to eat chips on all hallows eve. not a bad weekend at all.

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4 months ago

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How babydinosaur has been feeling (November 2009)

Feeling bad, 2.92, by people

Feeling bad, 3.09, by people

Feeling cranky, 5.02, by life

Feeling good, 9.04, by life

Feeling good, 10.00, by sami

Feeling cranky, 4.97, by sami

Feeling unsure, 5.90, by me

Feeling good, 7.92, by home

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