Feeling discourage, desperate...dead, 1.00, by my life

98 days ago (Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:16:21 +0300)

OMG !
Im losing my mind... I m losing my soul... Im losing my life little by little.
Why me Lord ? I cant explain all the things Im going through now.
I feel that the presence of the Lord left me !
Why me Lord ?
Partout ou je passe, tout ce que je veux faire, il y a un obstacle sur mon chemin.
Why me Lord ?
Its hard the way that Im losing all I really wanted in my life.
Its hard how Im lettting go something I work so hard for ...
Its hard to feel the way I feel now, Its hard to live the life that I live now.
Its hard to beleive that Im not strong as I thought.
Its hard to let everything go like that.
I just cant fight anymore... I just dont feel the courage to stand up and fight again, I m just scared to suffer more than I am now.
I m just letting go... and die litle by little Im so sick of life.
Im done !
The game is OVER !!!